Tuesday, November 4, 2014

LIE ... THE GREAT ENEMY WITHIN

law of attraction mastermind by roda langrana,
secret of law of attraction mastermind by roda langrana

LIE ... THE GREAT ENEMY WITHIN

LIE IS THE GREAT ENEMY WITHIN ... ITS THE BAD THOUGHT PLANTED TO CONTROL YOU ... BUT IF QUESTIONED AND FLIPPED OVER .. OR BETTER STILL THROWN OUT OF MIND ... IT COULD WELL BE THE LESSON THAT SETS YOU FREE.  
NOW IT PUZZLED ME AS TO WHY SO MANY PEOPLE WERE MOVING AWAY FROM GOD AND CHURCH.  AND I CHANCED UPON SPIRIT .. THERE WAS NOTHING HOLY ABOUT IT AS FAR AS I COULD SEE .. IN FACT NOTHING TO THEM AT ALL .. FOR WHATEVER ONE DOES FOR SUCCESS ONE MUST DO IT IN THIS WORLD .. DEFINITELY ONE DOESN'T GO TO HEAVEN TO DO SO ... AND IF I AM THE ONLY ONE WORKING HARD .. THEN I AM THE ONLY ONE RESPONSIBLE FOR ME AND MY WORK ... AND IT IS THE LINKS TO MY WORK THAT I CREATE THAT PEOPLE ARE IMPRESSED BY ... MY ABILITY TO TELL THE TRUTH .. LIKE THIS ONE .. THAT DOES CREATE MY POWER AND STANDING IN THE EYES OF THE PEOPLE WILLING TO INVEST IN MY BOOK ... MasterMind.

A PUPIL IS ALWAYS A PUPIL .. BUT THE TEACHER HAS A BAG OF ARSENAL .. MANY TRICKS UP HER SLEEVE. I WILL ALWAYS BE THE FOUNTAIN HEAD FOR I AM ITS RIGHTFUL OWNER. I LOVE TALKING IN THE FIRST PERSON.

BY BEING A LEADER OF MY I ... I AM NOW THE LEADER OF MANY. IF I .. AS RODA DID NOT OWN THE CAPACITY TO LEAD MYSELF .. I.E. SEE AND BE THE CHANGES I WANTED TO SHOW OTHERS AS ENTIRELY DO-ABLE ... AS THE SINGULAR I .. WITHOUT ANY OUTSIDE SUPPORT AND WORKING WITH CIRCUMSTANCES PITTED AGAINST ME .. MOST OF THE TIME ... TILL I LEARNED TO STRAIGTEN THEM OUT ..  I THEN CAN NEVER DOUBT MYSELF EVER AGAIN. I TRIED FEELING BIG WHEN ALL AROUND ME PEOPLE APPRECIATED MY WORK AND I TOO KEPT READING IT AGAIN AND AGAIN. I WAS ALWAYS GLEANING THE ESSENCE OF WHAT I WROTE FOR I LOVED TO READ AND INSPIRE MYSELF THROUGH MY OWN WORK.

I COULD THEN SEE MY WHOLE PICTURE BUT THEY SAW ME ONLY IN THE MANY STORIES THEY READ.  TO ME THE GAIN FOR NOT BUCKLING DOWN IS SO VISIBLE .. MAKING MY BLOOD BOIL FOR THE MANY TIMES I FOUND MYSELF HELPLESS .. JUST SO I EXPERIENCED OTHERS' PROBLEMS .. THROUGH EXPERIENCING SOME MYSELF .. A REMINDER TO CONTINUE TO BEING KIND DESPITE EXACERBATIONS TO THE CONTRARY. 

THIS WHEN IT CONCERNED ME I FOUND UTTERLY UNNECESSARY .. EXCEPT THAT AS A TEACHER .. WHICH IN TRUTH I WANTED TO BE .... IT IS A PERMISSION YOU MUST GIVE THE SELF .. AS I DID ... FOR ME IT WAS EASY UP TO A POINT .. BUT I SOON REALISED THAT TIME WAS BEING SPENT IN KEEPING MY READERS ENTERTAINED JUST BY REPITITON ... THIS WAS A DUD'S GAME IN THE END. BUT SO IS BOREDOM. THE ETERNAL DRAMA OF OPPOSITES HOLDING THE EXPERIENCE. IT DID NOT MAKE ME FEEL KIND TOWARDS ANYTHING .. AU CONTRAIRE IT TOUGHENED ME UP SO THAT I DID NOT ALLOW MYSELF TO BE TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF ... ALLOWING ME A FREE HAND TO BEING THE ARBITRATOR OF MY DESTINY.  THROUGH THIS EXPERIENCE I CAN PROVE TO ALL THE WOMEN AND MEN .. THE TRUE EQUALITY OF THE SEXES ... LEAVE EACH WELL ALONE AND IT FILLS UP BY ITSELF.
                                     

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